Friday, November 03, 2006
there comes a point in life where you wished everything would just move a little slower, right? like a speeding bullet, its november again! and well, chirstmas is totally just arnd the corner, and soon after that new year! well only one thing comes to mind really, SHOPPING. i need a total shopping drug. damn i sound like a freakin bimbo. ok whatever, beats being moody and emo and stuff. well at least i know dec's gon be a great one! 1 more week till majorrrr majorrr exams are over! well sort of! cant wait cant wait. i mean im already planning what to do after friday lo. bloody hell, im such a stinking big mega time slacker. wished life would spin a little slower, then i'd have more time to do more things, like.. err.. study! ok then again, i so want all of this to be overrrr. i need a break, even tho it feels like ive been taking one since last year october? haha yeah thats how long its been, 3252452 freaking months! this is making me confused.
well, seems like time takes pleasure in kicking our asses. for even the strongest of us. it seems to play tricks. slowing down, until it freezes, leaving us stuck in a moment, unable to move, in one direction or another. time flies. time waits for no man. time heals all wounds. all any of us wants, is more time. time to stand up, time to grow up. time to let go. time.
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there comes a time when every life goes off course. in this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. will you fight to stay on path? will others tell you who you are? or will you label yourself? will you be haunted by your choice? or will you embrace your new path? each morning you choose to move forward or simply give up.
there comes a time when every life goes off course. in this desperate moment who will you be? will you let down your defenses, and find solace in someone unexpected? will you reach out? will you face your greatest fear bravely? and move forward with faith. or will you succumb to the darkness in your soul?
- can't stop this thing we've started
we are left with a choice. either let the guilt throw you back into the behavior that got you into trouble in the first place, or learn from the guilt and do your best to move on.
yours truly
